Keep Going (May 6, 2019)

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Face forward
Deep breaths
Keep your legs moving
Don’t look back
What’s behind you can’t hurt you now
You are far beyond your past
You’re in the present now
And you’re heading towards the future

Don’t let the pain catch up
Don’t let it touch you
If you keep moving it won’t reach you
Don’t stop moving

Face forward
Deep breaths
Keep your legs moving
Don’t look back
It’s scary back there
And it’s dark
Your future is bright
And you can do anything

Run as if your life depends on it
Because sometimes it does
You don’t need to go back again
You made it through

Face forward
Deep breaths
Keep your legs moving
Don’t ever look back

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