a dare to use the unusable (November 13, 2019)

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obvious as a slab of ham
I show you who I want to be
but you can’t see–
you are blind to what doesn’t
suit you
I stand here
vulnerable 
beaten 
inferior 
I gave you everything 
I had
until there was nothing left
you threw it into the dark
disregarding my soul
a forgotten T-shirt
crumpled on the floor
you left me
yet here I stand
looking back at an empty canvas
a drained body
wishing to be seen

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