Do You Know? (August 14, 2019)

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I say "I love you"
but it is a question.
Do you love me,
like I love you?
Do you know that I wonder about
my worth
our happiness
your love?
Do you know that I feel
alone
in your arms?
That your eyes are
empty
as you look at me?
Do you know that I love you?
Or should I just let you
go?

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