Block Out the Noise (May 31, 2018)

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Block out the noise,
Everything will be okay.
Wipe the tears dry,
It will all be fine.
Take a deep breath,
Nothing can hurt you now.
Smile through the pain,
Eventually the smile will be real.
Stay strong,
You are loved and protected.

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